I do not believe
there is a more
all the world
but I do not
there is a
-Tyler Knott Gregson-
“She’s like a cancer in my mind and some part of me knows that she’ll be there until I die. Some part of me knows that she’ll kill me. There’s nothing I can do that she won’t be in. I could drink water and it would taste like her lips. I could stare at the sky and the birds flying by would be there like the first time we kissed. And you know what? None of it was real. Not one moment. She’s was my whole life and now I’m left with nothing but the fragment of a broken memory. Less than a moment. I built my heart around her in the time it took to smoke two cigarettes.”
“That’s a bit fucking much, is it really that bad?”
“She ruined my whole life.”
“Were you happy when you were with her?”
“Then she didn’t ruin anything.”"
It’s been a year and he’s stopped talking to me.
Words are tumbling out of my head, spilling and drowning me.
But I can’t even talk anymore.